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Fuck March 1st... - February 20th
OK...
I know that I said I would post my CD outline on March 1st...well..oops...
Here is the deal. I am having trouble focusing on everything while trying to dance around what is really happening.
October of 2002 I started singing to my demos. It was not amazing, but interesting. "Erase" was the first song I ever tried. I wrote 3 or 4 songs. Then we left to tour with TSO. In January of 2003 I started writing once more...but...I had a hunch that I was writing for myself on vocals.
Little by little the sound of my voice came alive. By March I had recorded about 15 songs. Not many people had heard me. As a matter of fact, Kemp was about my one and only fan at the time (Besides my Mom). I would not even be writing you this studio diary right now if it was not for the love, support and friendship of them both! It was a challenging position to be in when I decided to sing all of the vocals...
When I finally decided to sign my recording contract I had written about 65 songs. I told Black Lotus Records that I wanted to record and release 20 of them. This seemed like a huge undertaking. Yet, I knew I had to let this music be heard.
I had the task of cutting my songs from 65 to 20. I managed to get to 30. This was not too difficult. However, from this point it became very tough. At one point I re-evaluated everything and decided I could not compromise myself as a writer and a person.
Sooo....
Here is the dealio...
I will be releasing a CD called "Faces".
It is going to be 2 CD's...in the same package...
The first CD will be called "Faces".....DUH!
The second will be called "God Damn War"
When you open the CD box "Faces" will be on the left..."GDW" on the right. Similar to a mini box set, where there is a fold in the package.
"Faces" will be 16 songs, all pertaining to myself lyrically and personally. It is about 80 minutes long and very schitzophrenic. Dark, light, happy, sad, funny....my "Faces"...
"GDW" is 10 songs...it is a brutally heavy war opus. In feel, it resembles "The Wall". Yes, it is a concept CD. But a concept CD of many different Faces.
Yes, it has a story. Yes, I will tie the songs together and make it flow like a rock opera. There will be cool artwork and...quite frankly, I am in love with GDW. It tickles me every time I work on it. This CD is my childhood dream. ..
Its main concept is for me to get a chance to make the one heavy metal CD I never had a chance to make. I love Savatage. I love Doctor Butcher...BUT, I never had a chance to get all of my love for heavy metal out of my system. Not that this would be the last heavy thing I would do...BUT, I just feel I have to record this CD now. It will hit you like 10 tons of bricks. BEWARE...
GDW is a 10 song, 60 minute bonus track. For both you the fans and myself. I am not requesting an additional budget for this CD, it is my gift to you and the Savatage/TSO/CC fans around the world. In other words.... I have been able to live my dreams through the help of people like Jon Oliva and Paul O'Neill. I have performed to nearly 2 million people, I have seen the world several times. I try to give things back to the fans as much as possible....on the road and here on my site. It never seems to be enough. When I first approached Black Lotus Records with the idea of the double CD they were very excited. They gracefully asked if I would need to increase my budget. I declined. Black Lotus has given me the chance to show you some of my many "Faces". Their belief in me, as well as yours and that of my closest friends has personally inspired me; ignited me..."GDW" is MY gift to you...my fans...my friends...
In "Faces/GDW" I am giving you my heart and soul. Take it for what it is worth, but it is over 20 years of emotion, 20 years of smiles, 20 years of tears. This CD is your first chance to meet me deep inside. Every day that it develops in the studio I know I am doing the right thing.
Today I did one vocal track that my engineer/co-producer Nick really liked. My voice was tired, I did not try to push it. I felt good about what I sang, but I am still nervous and anxious about singing. I was so happy to have someone respond positively. I left the vocal booth in tears...sad...NO...happy, cuz I made someone smile with my music. I really think this CD will be special. Unlike any CD you have ever heard before. It may make you laugh, it may make you cry, it may make you want to break your car windshield...I really think that you will get a chance to experience the emotions I went through writing it when you hear this CD/s.
The studio has been brutal. Jeff was amazing. In all I am recording and releasing 29 songs. 26 have drums. Dave Z did 26 songs on bass. Three are bonus tracks...I will tell you more about them soon.
I have 21 songs of rhythm guitars finished now. I did the leads on "Saddamize" tonite. "So Far Today" also. I am so sick of basic tracks. We just decided to have fun. I forget that I am a guitar player sometimes!
It should be a difficult process to finish the CD's...but, I am very organized and ahead of schedule. There are 29 songs...over 150 minutes of music.
At times I feel like I have been so foolish for deciding to undertake this work. Other times, like right now...I realize that there is no other way....no other way for you to finally get a chance to meet my many "Faces".
I will be talking to you regularly, I just wanted to clear the air and my head!!! Thank you once again for your support. CC.com is becoming one of the most popular individual artist sites on the wwweb. The future should be very interesting...
BTW...I am becoming worse and worse at my studio timeline. Very difficult when I actually have to do all of the work also! Here is today's addition...not too detailed!!!
Day 10 - Friday Feb 20th
Studio Timeline
2:30 Arrive...Late start
2:45 Try to finish Abandoned...which we Abandoned last night!
4:00 Clean guitars Aband...
4:30-9PM I spaced out... Guitars on "Remember", "Jealousy", "Beat Me", "Evil is as Evil Does"...scratch vox on Remember and Jealousy…
9:05 Change strings!
9:30 So Far Today...
10:30 All guitars done on SFT!
11PM "I"
11:40 Done w/rhythms...next...
12AM Saddamize
12:40 Rhythms done
1:05 Serious lead done on Saddamize!!!
1:40 Backing up
2AM Leaving for Studio Coma!!!
YUP...I am in a fog!
Goodnight,
Chris
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